Defense walls all around me

Big bad walls I couldn’t break down

I’ve banished all the rattling noise

What I miss here is your voice

 

Memories flushed down the drain

Barely stories to make the picture

Seven years old  and all I knew was

“ I don’t wanna be here without you”

 

I know by now I’ve really missed you. I’ve missed you all the time and I still do

I’ve locked you out, out of my mind,  just because, I couldn’t bear the pain inside

 

So many hours I’ve laid awake

Moonlit nightmares, bathing in sweat

Fighting battles on my own, so alone

I wished I didn’t have to miss you

 

I was so young, just a child

It was so sad, we all cried so hard

Wanted you near me but I had to let go

I was too young to understand

 

I know by now, oooh I’ve missed you. I missed you all the time and I still do

I’ve locked you out of my mind, just because, I just couldn’t bear the pain inside

 

I know by now, ooh I’ve missed you. I’ve  missed you all the time and I still do

I’ve pushed you out of my mind,  just because, I couldn’t bear the pain inside